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    June 26

    Last post for the blog

    I am so sad to this, but i really have no choice.
     
    Moving my 3-year-old blog to http://cooljayscorner.blogspot.com/.
     
    Remember to visit my new blog more often. There are more feature and more nice adventure awaiting for you.
     
    Oh, yeah. To my friend who link to my blog, remember to change the link address. Pls tell me if there is any problem on my blog too. There is a chatbox there. Just tell me the prob. Thx
     
    Bye bye beloved blog. Your spirit is always with me. You share my joy and happiness and is time for me to say goodbye.
     
    Kiss Goodbye~
    June 19

    1more paper to go

    wow, past few days preparing for exam and is a big damage for my precious brain. One more to go, hope is a good one.
     
    these days, several of my friends having their birthday, and i found that i find it quite fun to surprise someone on their birthday. The challenge is, people know you are going to surprise them on their birthday, but they dunnow what kind of surprise you are giving. erm.. that requires phychological thinking, human studies and probabily a bit maths calculation. Dun worry, you just need the addition and subtraction for timing. No differentiation, no intergration of course no ARMA or Yule Walker method which have something to do with signals.
     
    Jun Wei and Melvin have a nice one. Wet birthday, jun wei named it. Indeed. Imagine in the winter, people throw water balloons at you. So cold... With videos and slides, wow~ so touching, haha... yalah, i praise to myself...
     
    Celina one is really a big surprise. Can't think of any good idea cause really short of time. But the CF people are really good in preparing this surprise. Think that might be well train for it... I made another small surprise for celina in her birthday card. Hope she loves it~~
     
    "You are a birthday planner, Jian Wei!", said Whei Jin...
     
    Yeah, i sure am one. I enjoy it. Definitely better than khong prank on someone, right??
     
    Next and last paper one monday. The unit with the longest name which i ever had... Optimisation, Estimation and Numerical Method... such long name... why can just named it advanced advanced engineering maths?? (1st year, engineering maths, 2nd year advanced engineering maths, 3rd year of couse advanced advanced engineering maths lah~)
    June 15

    Weekend

    This is the day before my Large Scale Digital Design exam.
     
    It is quite a cold and dull day today cause i spent most of my time studying metastability and latch up. Drawing stick diagram is quite fun and looking for the Euler path aren't that bad either.
     
    My friends so unconsiderately play tennis today and basketball yesterday. I was left in the QSR studying. Haha, can't blame them. Their exam is still further away and mine is tomorrow. No choice but to let go the good chance. Right, justin??
     
    Yesterday went to pang's place for LSDD past year discussion and manage to clarify some problems. Thanks to them and i start gaining up confidence. Hope tomorrow is an easy paper.
     
    Justin started to miss his dear. Lolz, i suppose that happens since the very first day he jejak kaki on this very fun land. I know, even though u are on somewhere fun, someone u like is not beside u, anything can be very dull. Same case to no dota kaki even though dota is fun (not my opinion).
     
    Some of my friends have finished their paper while i haven't even start my 2nd paper yet. That are pros and cons. Pros, lots of time to study, Cons Less time to play. The pros and cons never balanced up. Lolz...
     
    Troubling with some problems but I think the problem lies on me. Need advices badly but in the end feel that the solution is that simple.
     
    Appetitie started to drop which is not a good sign. The worse is my weight increases. Dunno where the weight come from. Maybe is muscle (good is my gym effort is not wasted) or maybe i gain weight even i don't eat.
     
    Weiwen finally online and update her blog again. Good. Though that she already vaporate from the world. Even worse is she was kidnapped by some bad guys who want to know my details through her. Luckily she is safe and sound and my details remain secret. Hope she didn't tell anyone the secret that i am the bro pooh who she always mention. swt
     
    Keep up my work, gaining momentum. Momentum started to slow down as i was in half holiday mode after the killing computer system paper. hope this is a good one and the coming system & reliability and maths paper. Gambateh... 
    June 12

    Large Scale Digital Design

    This is a techniqually poem. If u want to skip, you can just go to the very last line.
     
    I study about digital circuit,
    I make sure all the flip flop i know it.
    Study alone is lonely,
    But i don't want to take tele.
     
    Blue if for metal while red is for polysillicon,
    And also the brown for p and green for n diffusion.
    That is all i need for stick,
    but all make me sick.
     
    Euler path make me have to think,
    think until i want a drink.
    Metastable is unstable,
    1's and 0's are stable.
     
    Verilog code is parrellisme,
    difficult until i have a bit of vandalisme.
    Adders and multipliers are for calculation,
    luckily nothing for subtraction.
     
    It seems easlier to study tele,
    or it was just me who feel that is easy?
    is the circuit sequential or combination?
    is it important for examination?
     
    Delay, relay and lyn ley,
    the last one have nothing to do with delay.
    wire also got delay,
    why can't just let me go and play?
     
    AND, NAND, OR and NOR,
    and also XOR and XNOR.
    different combination give different output,
    however it still depends on ur input.
     
    NMOS, PMOS and CMOS,
    this are the basic for MOS.
    VLSI means have to design,
    That is all about large scale digital design.
     
    ROM, PROM and EPROM,
    and also RAM, SRAM and DRAM.
    why i need to know how it looks like?
    sir, don't u know i don't like?
     
    Doing past year will it help?
    i dunno what the hell.
    Question 1 to Question 7,
    All i know is Question 1.7. 
     
    A/P Linsay can u just say,
    please don't have nothing to say,
    Dr Royan can u tell,
    tell me what is in the hell?
     
     
    Haiz, large scale is hard, i think i am suffering, just like in hell.. lolz, continue study...
    June 06

    Preparing for exam

    This time preparing for exam is unlike the pass few semesters:
    1. Now in australia, no hints from lecturer. None at all
    2. The Microprocessor paper is frankly tough. Everything is important. My materials (include lecturers, lab, pass year etc) have the size of 88.1MB (all softcopy, shown from my comp). My 1 bit brain sure not enough.
    3. Taking Large Scale is a pain. No one to discuss questions with. Lonely~ I'm loney~
    4. System is frankly boring. Lots of stuff to memorise. Reliability hope don't be that hard. Like assignment -> gg.
    5. Study time so less, playing mode so high, weather so nice makes me sleep, how to study?? (haha, weather bad also complain, weather nice also complain)
    6. No helpful lecturers to ask questions. Last time, ask lecturer, lecturer tell u answer; Now ask lecturer, lecturer ask u back. Never ending questions. No more spoonfeed. Good
    7. Nosey people come and see what u study, what u read, what is ur answer. Please, i need my privacy...
    8. Franking long exam period, until the 2nd last day of the exam period only finish all my papers. Good/Bad (Please choose one)

    Coming Monday 1st paper. Gamabateh.

    Next coming Monday 2nd paper. gamBATEH.

    Next coming Thursday 3rd paper. GAMBATEH.

    NEXT NEXT COMING MONDAY LAST PAPER. WOOHOOO...

    My fearful subjects (computer system and large scale) the 1st 2 paper woo~~ :'(

    June 05

    Petrol Price Hike

    Now, the anger among Malaysian is at the peak.
     
    Firstly, everyone is unhappy with the sudden announcement. Everyone thought that the price will increase in August. Suddenly, Pak Lah tell us tomorrow. And is 5pm already. When everyone come back from work. Wonder everyone can tahan the news after one tiring day.
     
    Second, from RM1.92 to RM2.70. RM2.70, that is even higher than indonesia (RM2.07) and china (RM2.37). They import oil but pay less than us.
     
    Third, say the inflation will be 5%. I am not dumb enough to believe that. Did Pak Lah really study economics? Even i didn't study i also know it won't be just 5% of inflation la~
     
    Fourth, there is discount in road tax and some money refund to car and bike owner. Congrates if you have a car of bike. If you don't have one, you still affected by the inflation, but no discount to you. Poor people like me is an example. Even you have the car or bike, you didn't get much benifits. You still need to feed your money sucker machine. This is quite a stupid policy to do. Is like putting out a big fire with a glass of water.
     
    Fifth, remember last time Pak Lah announce increase the price to RM1.92? He say will improve the public transport. Any improvement you see? My observation skill is very bad because i didn't see any improvement. Sorry Pak Lah~ Hope this time the money you save will not feed another white elephant. Feed your hardworking officer for their hard effort is ok for me. Just that don't have another satay house or istana then can already.
     
    Sixth, stop telling us that our oil price is cheaper than other country. If want to compare, compare their income too. Example, singaporeans' income and the oil price they pay, ok??
     
    Seventh, can please remove those annoying toll?
     
    Eighth, how much is Petronas income? Why can't the people know that? Is there something that you can't tell about it? I didn't expect you to use the money on sub the petrol price but don't understand why the income need to be kept secret.
     
    My stand:
    I know, we shouldn't depend on sub for petrol too much. But increasing the petrol price at this time is not a smart step. When the income of everyone is not increasing, our daily supply needs had increase in price. Inflation does not happen only in our country. But how the people survive during this high inflation era really depends on the government. Those poor still suffer under this announcement, which goes against the government policy. Wonder they are using this to continue with DEP, still claiming can help the poor?? 
     
    This is an alert for all Malaysian. Now, we are exposed to international relevent stuff. No more protected by government. Is a time to tell all people, Malay, Chinese and Indian, we shouldn't depend on government. If we want to survive, depend on yourselves. Increase our income oursleves. We need to change our lifstyle (according to our beloved PM), but please, the government too need to change the way they spend money. I am saving here, you are using there for non necessary stuff. No more white elephant, buy aeroplane or submarine that are more expensive, and please, no PM wife shopping in big city all over the world. It makes me fustrate.
     
     
    Now is exam period and everyone like to burn the midnight oil. Advice not to burn the midnight oil anymore because:
    1. Is not good for health
    2. The oil price has increased
    3. Even though you are using electricity, the electric bill will increase

    Thus, sleep early.

    What gelaran will you give Pak Lah? Bapa Kenaikan Harga Minyak?

    May 31

    May Day

    On this very last day of May, i would like to conclude about May.
     
    May, my favourite month of the year.
     
    I like the weather in May. During May, the weather is nice. Plants grow well and the birds chirping are nice (In my opinion la). The weather these days are nice. Neither too hot nor too cold. Nice
     
    I like hearing some relationship stories during this month. Maybe because of the nice weather, loves blooms well during this month. Quite a lot of friends relationships bloom during this month. Remember SHE song 五月天?Which means May day. flower blooms in such nice weather, just like love bloom in a sweet surrounding. Too bad, i am not one...
     
    I like this month which is full of love. Our beloved mum has her Mothers' Day in this month. Did you call your mum or sent a card to her?
     
    I like this month as 5 is one of my lucky number.
     
    I like this month because the May spelled "M", "A", "Y" is the shortest spelled month among all months in a year. Hope u never get wrong for spelling.
     
    Of course, i like this month because 11/5 is my birthday. I am now 0x15 years old. (wow, put in hexadecimal makes the age number looks like teenagers. It that 11 years for me to say bye bye to teenage life. lolz. Thanks titus for your suggestion)
     
    Study for exam. Say bye bye to May and the final is coming in another 9 days...
    May 29

    Week 13

    Just submitted my very last 2 assignment. Hooray...
     
    This week is quite a boring week. But surprisingly my mood is not that bad. Maybe because i slowly found back my confidence and also gaining some momentum in studying. Good sign dude~
     
    However, maybe this is a point that i need to make some decision. Whether to keep on or just let go. Keep on means still have hope to me, but let go means what?? Maybe need to rethinking again. Everytime i tried to ask opinion from other people, but i really don't have a gut to ask people. I know, no matter what people tell me, i am still the one who make the choice, right?
     
    Maybe everyone is too stress, we tried to find some entertainment during these days. we even watch movie until 2.30am. haha, sounds crazy...
     
    Ok, though that this entry should be short and simple. I am still fine. Looking forward to the holiday after my finals. Have some plans on what to do, where to go edy. Haha, can't wait.
     
    ps: still 11 days from final and i am very behind schedule.
     
    cheers.
     
    (ps i love u is a nice movie)
    May 23

    Exam

    Caution: Read this blog entry only if you are really bored.
     
    Week 12 has finally ended and i submitted my lsdd report. Kind of tired and the moment i reached home, i just lie on the bed and have a deep sleep.
     
    Week 12 ends means that exam is coming. Trying to gain some momentum in studying but was stopped by those irritating assignments. Hope i can finish all during weekend and can have a good full used study weeks for the coming 2 weeks. need to stick to my study plan.
     
    These days, i feel so down. feel like finding someone to talk with but in my mind no one at all. who on earth willing to lend me your ears?? just feel too hard.
     
    Justin these days keep saying i look moody. Yeah, perhaps he is right. Just that because now everyone is busy with their course work and i miss the days where we sit in the common room to chat until 9 something. too bad. time is precious.
     
    I feel that I am a typical Taurus where i am a bit (ok, is very, i know...) stubborn. Trying to make all things right and when anything goes wrong unlike the plan will start to panic. Maybe need to learn from liping who is an easy come easy go person. But, planning things before hand is not a wrong, right?
     
    ok... i know, this blog entry sounds so moody to u guys. Dun worry, i am fine. I will be in happy mood in exactly 1 month since the day which i finish my final is exactly 1 month away from now. cheer~
     
    *in you are going to post comments like cheer up, no thanks. i will cheer up. dun worry. just feel like sharing my thoughts now. i promise i won't stress myself, k??
     
    *Some Ice cream aNd Gelato might make me haPpy. If Non is Given to me, I Sure go COLes or alDi TO get soME for myself.
    May 22

    sigh x 1010

    For almost a week i didn't have the time to update my blog. I know it is not a correct thing to do as Updating Blog should not be at the lowest priority. Lowest priority should be reserve for Idle Task while highest priority is the clock. RTOS again, sigh~
     
    These days, busy with my large scale digital design RISC processor project. I was stressed for weeks until the day before demostration. Luckily manage to get it working. Thanks jean. After dinner, need to continue with the report which will be due tomorrow. sigh~
     
    yesterday was stress by the Computer system lab as the day before that, i do the lab until 10 (binary) am. Luckily i manage to get the code in the end. However, i was so tired that day and need to study maths some more as i have the test today. sigh~
     
    Get back my reliability assignment. Swt, just pass. Put in so much effort , yet just pass only. But still better as many ppl fail. Sigh~
     
    Today having my maths test. I was stressed by it too as yesterday i only manage to cover the materials taught roughly. Luckily the test isn't that hard, just that can't finish in time. I am so exausted now. Yet, need to do my Large Scale report, sigh~
     
    10(binary) more assignment which supposingly due tomorrow. Dunno which idiot report to the authorities that the due date should be bring forward at week 1100 (binary). I hope that guy/gal won't be able to do any of the questions. haiz, after tomorrow, still need to do assignments. sigh~
     
    Indianno Jones was on screen and narnia coming soon. Hope i really have the time t do and watch a good movie. Sorry justin to reject you. I miss today's Indiana Jones because of the Large Scale report (yeah, again because of the report) which only cost $101(binary). sigh~
     
    sigh~ sigh~ sigh~, ok, add up to 1010 (binary).
     
    currenlty desperately need some time to rest. Hope i manage to study well for the final which is only 10010 (binary) days away. sigh~ Oops, that adds up 1011(binary). Gamabateh, everyone.
     
    *influence too much by titus for his madness in binaries. Besides, my large scale also need me to do lots of binary (arg~~ large scale again). promise, next blog will be normal again, using decimals.
    May 14

    About Uluru

    Adapted from sinchew-i
     
    (澳洲)孤零零矗立於荒野數千萬年、會隨不同時間及日照變色的澳洲中部地標艾爾斯岩(Ayers Rock),每年吸引數以十萬計遊客到訪。很多旅客讚嘆這個自然奇觀之餘,也會順手拾走幾塊岩石碎片作紀念。然而大批“順手牽羊”的遊客卻聲稱回家後即遇上噩運,結果要把石塊郵寄回澳洲才安心。

    每年約有50萬遊客專程造訪澳洲著名的艾爾斯岩,儘管當局豎起多個明顯的標語要求人們不要爬到岩石上,指出這樣做等同踐踏土著的神聖之地。然而很多遊客都不理會,有的甚至把岩石碎片放進旅行袋帶回家留念。

    uluru

    遊客寄回32公斤石塊

    負責管理艾雅斯岩的國家公園人員透露,當局每天都收到至少一份由世界不同地方寄來的包裹,內附大石的碎片及道歉信。當局表示,迄今收過的最大塊石頭重達32公斤,是航空公司寄艙行李的上限,寄件者是一對南澳洲的情侶;另有一塊9公斤的石塊則由德國寄來,不過大部分都只是細得可放入口袋的小碎片。

    西悉尼大學福克斯理博士說,很多寄回來的石塊只附上寫有“Sorry”的字條,但一些人則在信中講述他們把石頭拿回家後遭遇的倒楣事。

    福氏分析了寄回石頭的理由,發現約有四分一人相信他們因拿走石頭而被“詛咒”,他們遭遇的不幸事件包括婚姻失敗、家人患病或離世。

    取石後妻中風行衰運

    一名英國遊客寫道:“在我把石頭拿回家前,我的人生一切都很;但拿回家後,我的妻子便中風了,我的孩子們也遇上很多糟糕的事情,我們不停行衰運。”

    另外四分三的人則宣稱,回家後才理解到巨石在當地土著心目中所佔的重要精神和文化地位,希望將石塊歸還它原本的主人和所屬土地。

    福氏說:“有趣的是,很多人希望這些石頭回到它們應該屬於的地方。我們對土著的精神文化都不了解。我們碰到一些不太熟悉的事情時,通常會特別小心,我想他們大概是想:‘如果我歸還石頭,對我來說有點保障’。”

    Thus, remind me that during my mid year Red Centre Tour, make sure that i don't bring any rock back.

    义气

    今天心情蛮糟的。
     
    义气,两个字对一些人来说可是笨蛋谈的东西,但对我来说可是重要的东西。
     
    因为义气,我乐于助人...
    因为义气,我关心朋友...
    因为义气,我有时被妈妈骂...
    因为义气,我相信别人...
    因为义气,我为朋友着想...
    因为义气,我和朋友有难同当...
     
    但...
     
    人们认为帮他是理所当然...
    人们认为三八多过关心...
    妈妈认为,我觉得朋友重要...
    朋友也许会出卖你...
    朋友想都没想你...
    朋友没想要和你有福同享...
     
    :) 我身边有不少好朋友,我珍惜...
     
    ps, sorry justin, no english
    May 13

    27 days to go

    ok, 27 days to go and i am still stress by the Large Scale Digital Design project. I am so dissapointed now that the amount of effort i put in is not proportion to the result of the project. More time need to be sacrifice which makes me less time to study. Oo gosh, hope that my FPGA is fine and able to figure out. I am very sad not.
     
    perhaps, i am still in the post birthday mood where everyone well planed (or maybe not) gave me a good memory. I am still high up in the sky and i must try to drop myself down. Ouch, it hurts.
     
    Ok, continue with the RTOS lab and of course, the stupid LSDD project... cheers...
    May 11

    When Birthday meet with Mothers' Day

    Ok, to start, I would like to greet a very happy birthday to me myself who finally turn 10101(binary)st and a very happy Mothers' Day to all mothers in this world especially my beloved mum.
     
    1997(decimal)... 2003(decimal)... and finally 2008(decimal). These are the 11(binary) years in my life where my birthday clashed with Mothers' Day. I have a strong feeling that children borned on Mothers' day are mother's child as is like god present this child to the mother on that day which is full of love. Haha, I am not one (for your information, I borned on Monday, which was just one day after Mothers' Day. By right, is just few hours away from Mothers' Day. I am borned around 10 (binary) am. Not bad too, dude).
     
    Thanks to my family for calling me. Woon, this is the first time we have birthday together cause of the time difference. 1010(binary)pm 1010(binary) May 2008(decimal) in M'sia, 1100(binary) am 1011(binary) May 2008(decimal) in Aus, both of us have birthday together.
     
    Thanks for my hall mates who give me a "surprise". Sorry that I am really to shy to answer u guys questions and thanks for being considerate. Thanks for the cake. I know some of u guys dun feel it nice but i think is awesome for me, cause i prefer buttercake than chocolate cake. Thanks...
     
    Thanks wei wen for the long journey call. You voice is sweet and nice with the Birthday song.
     
    Thanks liping for the chocolate. it is licking fingerly good. Hope you really enjoy the nasi lemak...

    SL270883

    Thanks pei wen and liping for keep telling me i am a nice guy. I gain some confidence.
     
    Thanks guys and gals, (Khong, Khailik, Jun Wei, Justin, Whei jin, Evone, ceci, isabella, carmen, fendy, beng, nic and sing ping) for the sweater and the YMCA bday card. It is kind of cute and interesting.
     
    Thanks eng gui for the tim tam... just like what liping gave me 2 years ago...
     
    Thanks guys for accompany me to nando's which initially we need to go to sofia. sorry sing ping that did not inform u in advanced, sorry evone and cecilia for not having chance with the spoon-licking gelato.
    SL270895
     
    Thanks celina and siew lee for the chocolate. i think i can be in the happy industry with justin during lectures and tutes.
     
    Thanks fendy, carmen and isabella for the red bean mochi... i like it.
     
    Thanks everyone to play mafia in the games room. the prostitute role is kind of fun too. Khong, i know u well and u know me well too. Kind of sad.
     
    Thanks for all the messages, sms, msn, phone call that from all of u. Thanks a lot.
     
    I really enjoy my birthday and this is the most unforgettable birthday for me ever. Kind of happy to know all u guys.
     
    Ok, let me make a wish... I wished that ...................................... (can't really tell u this cause it won't work, right?)
     
    Some how too bored, I spent some time to load birthday message into my beloved altera board too.

    SL270880

    Ok, guys and gals. The LEDR and LEDG have some message. Hope by reading the entry up there warm up ur binaries knowledge.

    i dun think anyone can solve it. (hint: ASCII)

    Happy 10101(binary)st birthday to me... and all the best to everyone. And, happy mothers day.

    *dunno why binaries are cool these days

    *There are 10 kinds of ppl. Ppl who knows binary and ppl who don't. Cool yeah

    *I know, i am a typical engineering student.

    May 10

    Give you the answer

    As a response to my loyal blog fans, I answer all the questions that you guys posted in the comments. Too bad that there are not much questions ask, but better than nothing.

     

    Question 1

    Why exactly did you enter University and choose the course you chose?

    Why Monash? Planning of getting out of Malaysia and find a job (most probably Singapore or Australia) with a degree that recognised world wide. Monash is a good choice as i manage to stay in my country to complete my degree with a relatively cheap tuition fee compare to go oversea to get a foreigner university degree.

    Why engineering? I don't like biology, i don't like arts, business makes me dizzy, likes maths and physics, thus engineering. I know this is not a good answer, but this makes me satisfied.

    Why ECSE? I don't like dynamics -> no mechanical. I want to specilize in a engineering area-> no mechatronics. chemical still new in my campus. Conclusion: ECSE, thinking that i can polished up some computer knowledge, but after taking the course, i know, i am a computer noob.

    Hope this answered titus' question.

     

    Question 2

    What is your biggest regret that you did or didn't do?

    My biggest regret is didn't find a stable relationship during high school or even in MUFY. I claimed that my high school has a lot of good quality girls but I let go the chance. MUFY is also a good year as I am still quite free at that time, but too bad, i concentrate too much on study. However, i got my scholarship which didn't make me gain nothing for working hard.

    Hope this answered justin's question.

     

    Question 3

    你觉得长得像维尼熊带给你什么困扰吗?Do you think that look alike with Winnie the Pooh give me any trouble?

     

    I think the answer is obvious when i need to answer this question. Besides, friends keep giving me Winnie the Pooh soft toys which my brother might think what's wrong with their elder brother. Don't worry, brothers, i am still ok. Macho and man, at least.

     

    Besides that, I enjoyed my friends laming with me as I am fine with it. It brings happiness to them and in a way bring happiness to me. :)

     

    Hope this answered Pei Wen's question.

    May 09

    MRS Ball

    The anually held MRS Ball is held in Lincoln of Toorak. We need to wear formal dress. This is the 2nd time of me wearing formal wear for an occasion, but is the 1st time for me to go for a ball.

    Before that, my friends and I spent quite a lot of time in preparation. we even spent our whole ANZAC day in Chaddie just for shopping. Since i brought, my whole suit from Malaysia, i need not buy any stuff for the ball. The clothes aren't cheap to me.

    The bad thing is i need to skip my favourite Maths lecture. Sorry Dr...

    Whei Jin helped me with my hair sytle. He did a great job and it looks cool on me. Thx whei jin...

    The MRS Ball was fun and we took a lot of nice pictures. These are my collections:

    I don't wear smart dress like this before. Ok, it may not be smart on me, but the tie that wei wen gave me suites my plain white shirt. My friends praised that it is nice. Thanks wei wen.

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    Me, Sing Ping and Shimpei

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    Justin and I with the "normal" smile

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    The guys tried to act cool. Ok, is cool...

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    F4?? Bleh~~ (Khong always looks nice in photos)

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    The guys are smart too... From left, Shimpei, Leo and Lawrence

    Ok, it sounds gay that i only took photos with guys. I took photo with girls too. I admitted that the girls dressed up well. They were very pretty that night. From left, Cecilia, Carmen, Evone and Sing Ping.

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    My RA (Resident Advisor) Robbie is a nice guy. I can't deny that he is leng zai. (Again, Khong looks good in this photo)

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    I like the photo below. I try too look cool and my friends said looks like jay chou. I think Jay Chou don't have such pose. The armchair let me remind of the Ye Hui Mei Jay Chou's album. I should have taken that ose too.

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    Finally, Khong doesn't look that nice in this picture. He looks like a small kid in the below photo. Lolz (sorry, khong, I can't let u always looks good)

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    May 04

    Relax a bit

    Today is my long-hoping weekend. And I always found myself relaxing around on Saturday rather than stuff myself in books. This is a good sign to me as I don't really stress myself. However, when thinking about the assignment and loads of waited-to-be-study lecture material started to pile up, it isn't a good sign for me as my final exam is around the corner.

     

    Last week is my worst week since I come here due to stressing myself too much. I really don’t know my Young Modulus for you guys to calculate my stress limit. Ok, lame, I know that. However, next week I finally have an assignment-and-test-free week which I don't think I will be anyway free, due to the ultimately extremely hard and challenging Large Scale Digital Design which requires me to code a 16-bit FPGA RISC Processor. WA~~ I know some of ur guys drop your jaw. Just close your mouth then. Is really difficult and I am still figuring out how to solve it.

     

    Ok, let me stop discussing about my studies. Today, I went for Ironman movie which was awesome to me. Guess what, I am not so fond with those action scene (not much also) but I am quite impressed by the canggih technology used in the movie. Ok, at least for me as an ECSE student. He is brilliant to come out with those design. Hope Dr Price doesn’t ask us to do those costumes in your Engineering Design next sem. As an advice, it is worth to watch it. And please sit back and wait until the show really ends. Wait until all the words that show who the actors are, the director, the scriptwriter, the cleaner lady etc name all appear only you go. Some surprises are waiting for you. At least for Justin, not me~

     

    The weather is turning cold as autumn comes. The sky turns dark at 6 and is like 8 in Malaysia. Don't use your Malaysia logic here as it doesn't fit always. The Richo hoddie is warm for me.

     

    Btw, there is still one week for the gimme a write thingy. Just as me some questions and I am glad to reply. Pei wen's question was a new one that I didn't even think of. Titus' and Justin's I thought about that and I think Hao Zhi know all the answer as we talk about that last year when we work in Cubic. Maybe Hao Zhi really knows me well. :)

     

    Next week is the MRS ball. Sure I will be on a formal suit with wei wen's tie. Haha! I like the tie as it suit my white shirt well. Besides, we plan to have dinner in Sofia on Sunday. :)

     

    Next week will be a new week and hope everything goes smooth and well. Same to everyone who are reading this blog entry.

     

     

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    I am too shy. By: me (wonder Justin knows what I mean)

    May 01

    Never Lie to Me

    Okay, here is an official announcement.
     
    To those who just know me, those who already know me or those who just happen to read my blog without knowing me:
     
    If you are caught lying to me you are approximately sentenced to death.
     
    If you want to lie to me, be smart. Never let me know that you are lying to me. Try to find lies to cover your lie which i believe won't work at all. As more lies you tell me, the more suspeciuos you are, and it will accelerate me to know that you are lying to me. What's the moral of the story?? Never lie. To me, at least.
     
    However, you lie may be considered. If it is a white lie, I may reconsider about your sentence.
     
    Maybe this is why i don't really believe in many of the people. Don't worry, i still believe in some of you. Don't 对号入座. (Which means i didn't specific anyone but you think i am talking about you). I have said this in many of my blog entries previously.
     
    ps justin: 对号入座read as dui4 hao4 ru4 zuo4.
    April 30

    Talking about 若 付出=回报,那人生岂不是一场交易?

     今天,朋友的一句话,让我体会到玮文姐的某entry。

    今天心情很差,再加上头好痛。想找个人来聊天。很可惜,没能找到。一个人,真辛苦!友谊也是一场交易??

    很高兴,我能找到一群好朋友...

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    若 付出=回报,那人生岂不是一场交易?
    人很奇怪,不管做什么,都是希望回报,都有目的。。。没有什么是无私的付出,就像你去做义工,你也是觉得,那么做你会快乐,心里面的快乐和满足,何尝不是一种回报。。。
    希望回报其实没有错,也不是太过自私的想法,人本来都是自私的,只要不过分自私,都没什么大碍。。。但若你说你根本不希望回报,那你就未免太虚伪了,又或者你根本不是人。。。我不是赞成大家什么都要用脑袋里的算盘或计算机算了后才行动,希望回报固然没有错,但我们必须清楚的知道,回报根本就不会和付出平等,如果可以平等,那人生岂不是一场交易???付出的多寡,不应该用回报来衡量,人生和人与人之间的关系何等奥妙,又岂是数学可以解答的??
    举个例子,你把某某人当超级死党,无话不谈,什么好事都会预他一份,若得到什么一手消息,你都不会少通知他,若它需要帮忙,你更是两肋插刀。。。因为在你内心深处,你知道他值得,也会很自然的认为,他也是那般对你,若你死了,他应该也活不长,就算活到变成人瑞,应该也活得不快乐。。。。
    但是,你毕竟不是他,而很残忍的,有天你也许会发现,他并不如你想象般,你在他心里也没有很重要,被遗弃的感觉突然涌上心头,真想骂醒他,告诉他你付出的有多伟大,但是。。。你不得不承认,他没有错,你的付出是心甘情愿,他没有逼你,那么要怪自己吗??其实不然。。。对人好也没有错。。。其实只要你明白,付出不等于回报,当下看清事实,认清自己的位置,那么执著又何必呢?只要问心无愧,可以把头抬得高高的,看开点,也无非是对自己的一种赦免,顿时心情自然豁达起来。。。
    同样的,当你喜欢一个只把你当普通朋友的人,你何必难过呢?就算难过,也无须难过太久,没有人逼你喜欢他,他也没有义务要回报你的爱。。。人生就是这样,你的付出也许没有相等的回报,但至少你们可以作好朋友,这份友情何尝不是另一种回报??凡是看开点,少份责备,少些自责,就能多些快乐。。。看。。。那么做,也还是有少许的回报。。。能够让自己快乐,这种回报其实还是不错的。。。
    我很有墨水叻??我想我应该是墨鱼转世。。。还是和sotong萍萍混太久了??
     
     

    心情

    今天的心情简直跌倒了谷底。
     
    拿回几份早前交上的报告,分数和我付出的努力不成正比。今天的考试,根本不过自己的关。
     
    也许,我得放轻松些...
    也许,我要再三告诉我自己,别对自己要求太高...
    也许,我要强记,分数非完全...
    也许...
     
    尽快收拾好心情。再过一个月就考试了。加油!